Post by Vulpes Demonica on Jan 12, 2016 21:14:56 GMT
TW: #sex mention #rape mention #self-harm?
Hopefully I'm not breaking rules with this post. If I am, a mod is welcome to delete it.
I've been meaning to ask... I know there are a lot of involving hypersexuality where it was caused by rape.
I'm not one of those cases, yet I still have the condition in what mostly feels a negative aspect.
I still feel like it's something I need in order to feel validated, desired/attractive, and loved, and whenever someone else is disinterested I feel completely worthless and split.
Sometimes it gets bad enough to where I feel the need to just seek it from anywhere, just for that attention and validation. Even if just temporary.
On top of that, sex is pretty much always on my mind no matter what I do, even if I relieve myself a ridiculous amount of times in a single day until I'm literally raw and in pain. And sometimes even then, it's not enough to make the feelings go away. Sometimes I even have to purposefully hurt myself down there because it gets so frustrating and makes me hate myself more. And also makes me dysphoric of my body.
Does anyone else have hypersexuality like this not caused by rape? (This doesn't mean those of you who do aren't important. I'm just trying to find people I can relate to in this manner.)
Hopefully I'm not breaking rules with this post. If I am, a mod is welcome to delete it.
I've been meaning to ask... I know there are a lot of involving hypersexuality where it was caused by rape.
I'm not one of those cases, yet I still have the condition in what mostly feels a negative aspect.
I still feel like it's something I need in order to feel validated, desired/attractive, and loved, and whenever someone else is disinterested I feel completely worthless and split.
Sometimes it gets bad enough to where I feel the need to just seek it from anywhere, just for that attention and validation. Even if just temporary.
On top of that, sex is pretty much always on my mind no matter what I do, even if I relieve myself a ridiculous amount of times in a single day until I'm literally raw and in pain. And sometimes even then, it's not enough to make the feelings go away. Sometimes I even have to purposefully hurt myself down there because it gets so frustrating and makes me hate myself more. And also makes me dysphoric of my body.
Does anyone else have hypersexuality like this not caused by rape? (This doesn't mean those of you who do aren't important. I'm just trying to find people I can relate to in this manner.)
